I can't believe it!

I've done my presentation.

I can't believe that I finished my presentation safely.

Surprisingly, I was not nervous at all. When I gave a speech last semester, I was so nervous in spite of lots of practices. On the other hand, I really enjoyed my presentation despite few practice at my dormitory. I think I smiled at our audience while I did my part. I just had my teachers check our presentation several times. I hardly forgot what I would say on the stage. I didn't write down what I should say about my PowerPoint. I always said a little different sentences, but it didn't matter at all. I hope they always made sense like one of my friends. she didn't memorize what she should say about her topic, she just said what she wanted to tell her audience. I respect her so much.

I'm not sure even when we chose this complicated topic. I'm sure that one of my co-presenters was not my friend when we made living groups. I didn't know even her name nor her face. She became one of my best friends now. If I had not decided to come back here as an Extension student, I would not have talked with her. I guess I should thank goodness because I could know her.

To be honest, my topic had no answer. I just explained my guess. The truth is that I don't know why Japanese people are not good at English speaking. I interviewed some of my friends, RA's and so on. I cannot thank them too much. Thanks to them, I could finish this project. I don't think my information was enough to convince English scholars ,and myself. There must be lots of reasons. I want to know them someday.

This experience will be food for my thought, my mind, my future, everything.

I still can't believe we have already finished our presentations.

I will forget what I explained during my presentation soon, but I will never forget that night when we did it.

I will never forget the kindness of a lot of people who helped me during this semester.

They make what I am.